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your humble narrator
03 March 2013 @ 10:26 pm
hello! *waves*

welcome to my journal. fics are always public, most of my personal posts are f-locked. due to my shyness, i'm not very likely to be the first one to say hi, but once you make the move, i like to think i'm easy to talk to and quite friendly. actually, i'm very friendly and talkative, you just need to message me first. i'm always happy to discuss fandom and/or other stuff!

if you'd like to be added back, please leave a comment on this post.

one day, i'm going to work on the masterlist of all my fics. one day. i promise. for now, you can find everything through tags.

Disclaimer for all my fics: I don't own them, everything is fiction, I'm not profiting from this, etc.
diagnosed as: calmcalm
your humble narrator
we're halfway through the year, etc etc, please tell me what's your favorite book that you've read this year so far!

mine's either to the lighthouse by virginia woolf or carol by patricia highsmith. ♥
your humble narrator
01 June 2016 @ 08:45 am
HAAAAAAAAAPPY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAY, big_heart_june!!!! ♥♥♥ i'm on time this year!
you are truly a treasure. and this fandom would NOT be the same without you, and i know i'm not the only one who unashamedly loves loves loves you. i hope you have a wonderful day! the most wonderful day! ♥

so, um. because i'm good at remembering random things, i remembered that about three thousand years ago, you said you wanted shotgunning fic. (proof! - that took a while to find again) and since you received a lot of recs for it, i decided to add in... a few bonuses. it was supposed to be short AND THEN I WROTE A NOVEL. not really but, you know. i'm rambling because i'm nervous! i hope it's still enjoyable. /o\

Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Word Count: 4,265
Warnings: stanford era, recreational drug use, public sex
Summary: Dean is high. Dean is in love. Dean finally has his brother right next to him. Dean is happy.

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your humble narrator
14 April 2016 @ 01:29 am
written for salt_burn_porn and hybridshade's prompt, got my eyes on the prize.
(boy, I've missed writing porn.)

Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~4,000
Warnings: touch starvation (kind of?), mentions of past abuse
Summary: Jared's never seen him before. He's worried he will never see him again; he looks like such a dreamy creature. Like he jumped out of someone's thoughts. Jared's thoughts.

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your humble narrator
03 April 2016 @ 05:53 pm
FINALLY, I have enough time to post this. why is life so busy?

written for this year's round of spnspringfling, for lyryk's wonderful prompts. ♥

Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word Count: ~2,200
Warnings: It's not the strangest dream Dean has ever had.

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your humble narrator
14 February 2016 @ 07:30 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, frozen_delight! ♥ I am so happy and lucky to know you. I hope you enjoy this little thing (and that you have a wonderful day!) <3

Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word Count: 2,080
Warnings: I. is set after 11x13 but there are no spoilers/nothing specific.
Summary: The boys and their Valentine's Days.

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your humble narrator
01 February 2016 @ 12:19 am
is there anyone who would be available/willing to proxy claim for me tomorrow @ spn_meanttobe? the time's 12pm EST.

i know this is very last minute (thought i'd skip this one -> made the mistake of reading the summaries -> now i want in) but it would really mean a lot to me. ♥

ETA: off to bed now but still looking. if there's anyone available i'll still be able to message you in time (hours before the claims). thank you!
your humble narrator
24 January 2016 @ 04:08 pm

i am so sad though because i had writing plans, but. but my mom dropped my laptop this morning, and the extra keyboard i've been using for the past year and a half because the laptop's keyboard is half dead (it's taking me ages to type out this post oh god... half the buttons are dead) just... fell apart. there are pieces that broke off and the cable isn't usable. i'm so. ://// i'm gonna have to get a new laptop because writing for school is a thing that happens, it's not just about fic, and ugh. ughhhhh. 2016, why? (ETA: i have now discovered a sight crack on the laptop itself, noooooo)

but, since it's my baby boy's birthday, let me post the graphic/edit/idk i made back in august (and only posted a week or so ago). it's not the most beautiful thing but a. i'm still pretty proud and b. i love demon!dean. so. ♥

your humble narrator
01 January 2016 @ 05:47 pm
what's the best/your favorite book you read in 2015? tell me \o/ please, please talk to me about books.

i love books. here"s the list of my top 5, some honorable mentions, and the worst book.Collapse )
your humble narrator
31 December 2015 @ 05:28 pm

i received the most gorgeous fic over at spn_j2_xmas, keep_waking_up is made out of brilliance. it's dark and beautifully written and it's fucked up and i'm IN LOVE. it's posted HERE. please read the warnings. but oh my god. it is literally so brilliant. i have been screaming for over an hour now. god.

happy new year!

[war flasbacks to when i said that 2015 will be my year] well, past me: it wasn't. so here's me saying that i hope 2016 will be awesome. see, i learned my lesson, at least there's that. one thing i did (mostly) stick to: i said i'd try to be more active and talk to people on here, and i think i did a good job. i'm still not as active or talkative and i don't post as often as others seem to, but damn, BABY STEPS. 2016 resolution: learn to time-manage and keep working towards speaking up more often, commenting on people's things, posting more. ♥

end of the year fandom meme that i love!Collapse )

Feel free to steal the meme. ;)


love you, guys. you're my happy place. i'm so glad i got to know some of you better this past year. have fun and please stay safe tonight. i hope 2016 treats you like you deserve, aka like the STARS that you all are. ♥♥♥